Author(s): Sevy and Asiafreak1991
Rating: PG-13 / NC-17
Genre: AU, Romance, Drama, Humour,M-preg (from this chapter on)
Pairing: JaeMin, onesided!Min7en, hints of JaeChull, BFF!JaeChun, BFF!MinSu, Bro!HoMin
Warnings: None of the characters belong to me (sadly) ... and since this is my first fanfic, please be gentle with the throwing of things *gets helmet ready*
Summary: It began as an innocent love that had no time to evolve, being shortly followed by a heartbreaking separation, and only years after, by a fateful meeting. Will they fight for their love or choose to obediently follow their already chosen paths by their powerfull families ?
Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Interlude 1/2 / Interlude 2/2 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 /
JaeJoong went cold and his stomach flip flopped as dread consumed him. He ran toward the sound in the kitchen and as soon as he saw Min on the floor he kneeled at his side. “Oh Min, what happened?” he knew the other couldn’t hear him as he was passed out but he could see his chest moving. Gently he picked him up and as he did he felt the liquid on the others pants and another wave of panic crashed over him. “HeeChul call an ambulance quick!” he shouted at the other too keyed up to really notice that HeeChul was already on the phone. He paced until it arrived, not letting Changmin out of his arms till they practically pried him out of his arms. Tears streamed down his face as worry consumed him. Questions of the future plagued his thoughts, but primarily he made ‘please, let him be okay.’ Became his mantra for the entire time he found him on the floor to the time the doctor had arrived to talk to him about the love of his life’s fragile condition. JaeJoong sunk to his knees and sobbed with relief, and happiness, Changmin was going to be okay, and so was their child. His beautiful, strong, unborn child who nearly lost its life was safe. Unfortunately the moment was interrupted and misunderstood the moment Yoochun decided to crash the party. Expecting the worst he rushed over to his friend and held him in his arms. “Jae what happened….are they….?” Jaejoong returned his embrace and informed him that he was completely wrong and explained the situation. Yoochun smiled brightly and smacked the other on the shoulder, “That’s so great Jae. “ He said and helped JaeJoong off the floor, and sat down for a few before the doctor returned and said that they could visit him. As he walked into the room Jaejoong went to the side that had a recliner, pulled it up to Changmins side and held his hand firmly. “I’m so glad your okay.” He whispered before placing his head on the side of the hospital bed.
Changmin opens his eyes and realizes he’s sitting alone in a very old theatre. The screen flashes and he suddenly feels like he’s watching an old movie. Different scenes keep playing on the screen, some short, some long, some happy and some sad, nevertheless, playing with his heartstrings. Everything about the movie seems familiar, and he thinks he recognizes some of the people in it, specially the two boys who seem to appear almost in every scene, either being loving or just playfully harassing eachother. He sits there transfixed watching the screen, until it seems like literally a lightbulb flashes in his head.
He’s watching his life enfold right before his eyes,like a movie, from a third persons point of view, from when he was a baby, till the day of the accident. He’s watching teen Jaejoong smile brightly but albeit nervously at him before secretly taking his first kiss. He’s watching their shy and awkward first touches and remembers that all his firsts were stolen by Jaejoong. He still has a smile on his face when all the laughter and joy quiets down to make way for slight confusion at first, and then betrayal and great pain. He tears up,squeezing the shirt around his heart tight,feeling that pain all over again. He looks pointedly at the scenes on the screen and there’s no more laughter, there’s no more happiness…and there’s no more Jaejoong. They took him away, far far away from Jaejoong, before their innocent love becomes something much stronger and unbreakable.
He feels betrayed and the tears won’t stop pouring from his eyes. He finaly remembers, he’s finaly regained his memories back. And so his thoughts come back to the present and the situation he’s in. Even if he regained his memories, it doesn’t change a thing. He’s still pregnant with Jaejoong’s child, and Jaejoong still doesn’t love him.
He feels warm hands gently brush the tears away from his cheeks, whispering sweet nothings in his ear, and it feels so warm and so good,he definitely needs to wake up from this strange dream. When he opens his eyes, the first thing he sees is the blurry image of Jaejoong sitting besides his bed and watching him with worried eyes, hand holding his tightly. Changmin wants to squeeze his hand in reassurance and tell him he’s ok when he notices Heechul enter the room and put his hand affectionately around Jaejoongs shoulder. Changmin knows he’s saying something, he thinks Heechul even looks worried, but he can’t hear anything over the sound of his, yet again, breaking heart.
JaeJoong thought, a little more relaxed now that Changmin was out of deaths grip, however the worry and anguish of seeing him in pain was the worst thing in the world. He wouldn’t leave his side, wouldn’t eat no matter how much the others tried to persuade him too. He just couldn’t, had it not been for him, Changmin and his baby would have been fine. He would talk to Changmin, apologizing for everything and tried to reassure him that everything would be fine even though he wasn’t really sure if he could hear him. He was also saying it to himself because he was afraid that at any given moment things could go back to where they were before. It had been a long day and HeeChul came in and put his arms around his shoulder asking ‘any progress?’ and at that moment he notice Changmins eyes open. “Min! can you hear me?” He exclaimed as he gently pushed himself out of Heechuls grasp. “He snapped his fingers and waved his hand over Changmins face seeing if he could register anything. “Baby I’m so sorry for putting you in danger, I’m so glad your awake.”Tears once again graced his eyes and finally after all this time exhaustion took over and he fainted by Changmins side never letting go of the others hand.
He was so pissed off. The image of Jaejoong and Heechul still engraved in his mind. He scowled at Jaejoong when he started calling him “baby” and turned his head away, choosing instead to stare at the dark starless night from the window, until he felt the hand which was holding his tightly give in a little and a moment later something heavy landing on top of him on the bed.
Changmin looked in shock when he saw Jaejoong unconscious on top of him and for a moment of panic he didn’t know what to do. Luckily Heechuls worried shouts got him out of it and he quickly pressed the nurses button while hoping everything will be alright.
A nurse came rushing in a little frazzled but collected until she saw JaeJoong passed out on top of Changmin. She shuffled towards the bed and gently pulled him by the shoulders off Changmin then asked for HeeChuls help because though Jaejoong appeared to be light he was just the opposite. HeeChul obliged and laid him down on the couch.
While HeeChul tried his best to make JaeJoong comfortable, the nurse smiled fondly and explained the situation. “It’s a wonder he hadn’t done that before, he hasn’t slept nor eaten really since you got here.” She said and then continued. “Congratulations on the baby,I’m sure it will be beautiful seeing as how you two are so handsome.” She bowed, smiled and reassured him that she would be back with an IV for JaeJoong and to check Changmins vitals as well then quickly left.
HeeChul then moved to Changmins side. “Finally, I seriously thought you would never wake up. How are you feeling?” He asked curiously. “And if your wondering if Jae and I are still ‘together’ I promise you were not, in all honesty he’s never been my type.”HeeChul scrunched his nose in mock disgust before smiling down at Changmin, hoping to lessen the annoying feeling of hate coming from the younger man.
Changmin looked at the tired Jaejoong lying on the couch and felt a little guilty for acting that way earlier. The thought of Jaejoong not eating nor sleeping because he was worried about him made his heart swell with worry but also love and understanding. He realized just how much this man loved him, and after Heechul assured him that there never even was anything going on between them, he felt like a child throwing all those tantrums. After the nurse came in and put Jaejoong’s IV he got up slowly from the bed and made his way towards the couch. He got on his knees slowly, his body still slightly hurting, and placed a gentle kiss on Jaejoongs lips.
“I’m sorry for always making you suffer… even back when we were in highschool and I suddenly left, I know you must’ve been really sad,” he gently ran his fingers through Jaejoongs hair,his tears slipping from his cheeks and forming small wet spots on the blanket Jaejoong was covered with. “I can’t believe we’re gonna have a baby…our baby. A small and cute little boy or girl that looks a little like you and a little like me, and that’s gonna run around the house calling us “umma” and “appa””, Changmin smiles softly as he places another kiss on Jaejoongs lips,but the smile fades slowly and the hand in Jaejoongs hair stops suddenly.. “ ..that is, if you still love me, and want to be together with me…”
JaeJoong smiled in his sleep as he dreamed that Changmin was kissing him, and telling him something. Then as Changmins lips left, his his eyes flitted open and he realized that in fact it wasn’t a dream. Tears began to fill his eyes once more, this time in pure happiness of what the other had said. He also couldn’t wait to see the day of their baby running around the house. He reached up and touched Changmins face lovingly, “How could I ever not want to be with you. I love you more than anything else in this world and our baby will be just as special. I’m so sorry for kidnapping you on your wedding day, but I just couldn’t live without you. I wont, especially knowing now that if I had let you marry that man he would have had the memories of being a dad instead of me,the memories of being by your side every single day and seeing that beautiful face of yours each morning as he wakes up beside you.”He shook his head at the thought. “I can’t imagine my life without you in it…. I know this isn’t the best time for this, but…will you marry me?”
Changmin stood frozen for only a second of shock after hearing Jaejoong’s question, before flinging himself on top of him and showering his face with kisses, smiling like a little kid,tears of happiness slipping out of his eyes. “ Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes… YES… I’ll marry you Kim Jaejoong, how can you ever doubt that?” He cupped Jaejoong’s cheeks and softly kissed his lips. “I’m yours… I’ve always been yours.”
A/N: I’m really sorry it took so long to update. My work got kinda hectic and then I also got a little to immersed in the new Sims3 Seasons with my DBSK family that started having crushes on each other and all that. xD
This is the last chapter. Yes, it’s finished, a little too abruptly but don’t worry, I have the planning ready for a pretty long epilogue, so please wait for it. It won't take long and it won’t disappoint you…I hope.
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